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Never Leave Me (Ep. 7.9)

"Promises in the Dark"

Part 2 of the Spike's Crisis arc, "Never Leave Me" hits like the inevitable morning-after hangover - sobering and painful. Like Buffy's session on the couch in "Conversations With Dead People," this episode is largely devoted to laying the ghosts of Season 6 somewhat to rest... and it's a good thing too, because now is the time when the Big Evil chooses to swing into serious action. And yes, we finally have a name to put to it. (Let's just say that if you've been reading our reviews so far, you won't be too surprised...)

And no, we don't find out what happened to Giles this week... but there are bigger problems at Watcher home base.

. . .

Casa de Summers. Last episode, we saw Buffy defer a death sentence on her ex-lover-turned-unwitting-serial-killer with the puzzling proclamation, "I'm gonna have to get close to Spike." No, not like close like last year - this, it turns out, is a code phrase for a fact-finding interrogation set to take place in the private sanctuary of Buffy's bedroom. In the pre-credits teaser, we see her lash Spike's arms to a chair with ropes (for safety's sake, although given their history, this can't help but come off as a little "ooh, kinky!") while apologetically rambling, "We're gonna get to the bottom of this. We just can't take any chances."

 
Something Old, Something New...
"Never Leave Me" is a sort of Q&A episode - like "Conversations With Dead People," it's mostly talk, talk, talk. Funny thing is, though, it's also almost a mirror episode to Season 4's "Something Blue" - yep, that funny one where Willow's will-be-done spell made Spike and Buffy believe they were engaged to be married. Parallels abound - in both episodes, Spike is tied to a straight-backed chair, questioned, and hand-fed blood by Buffy, but the contrasts are painfully obvious. No longer does Buffy grimace in disgust at the prospect of feeding Spike - she scarcely reacts to him ravenously sucking blood (in animalistic vampire guise, even) from a plastic bag she dangles over his face (a far cry from the old "Kiss the Librarian" novelty mug and straw). She doesn't flirt, either - a severe contrast to "Something Blue," in which she taunted her hated enemy with her "bare and exposed" neck in a sort of teasing erotic display. Banter and sexual innuendo have been replaced by Serious Discussions and strained silences.

Which, if I can make sort of a meta-comment here, is a rather depressing state of affairs. In "Something Blue," the joke was that the manufactured intimacy caused by Willow's spell didn't actually replace the couple's normal dynamic - they still fought, after all - but with We're Getting Married! as the new context, they both behaved like they figured two people getting married should. That is to say, in love. Buffy is still Buffy, but affectionate, doting, considerate, bubbling with excitement over wedding plans, anxious to share her happiness with everyone. Spike is still recognizable as Spike - snark fully intact - but with all his lover's facets turned on full force. He's downright courtly (Buffy gets a formal, bended-knee will-you-marry-me? proposal, complete with ring), but also adoring, sensual, flattering, jealous and, most surprisingly, agreeably helpful. Together, they made an uncannily believeable couple - good-naturedly arguing, and then passionately making up.

 
Not In Front Of The Scoobies
Which is a pretty far cry from what we have now. "You guys weren't crazy about Angel at first," spell-induced Buffy-in-love bubbled in "Something Blue," not at all apologetic about her unconventional choice of lifemate. Even Spike agreed there was bound to be an adjustment period, commenting that it would "take some time" for the rest of the gang to "get used to" their new relationship. It was all endearingly open to the public, come-what-may. Conversely, in the grim reality of S7, the Spike and Buffy relationship is still strictly a behind-closed-doors item. And although this episode does resolve some issues between the two - albeit with rather unclear results, due to a cliffhanger ending - the gang isn't around to witness any of it, just as Spike's soul confession happened off their cameras in "Beneath You." Which, to my mind, remains a major issue. Can Buffy really be said to have resolved anything she still feels the need to hide from her friends?

Although that too seems to be one of the main thematic threads here - in "Never Leave Me," nearly every character is shown bluffing, posturing, stonewalling. There are several scenes of characters meeting clandestinely, talking in hushed voices. It's an episode of hidden things revealed, secrets uncovered. The season's shapeshifting Big Evil fits into this pattern too, and the challenge to the viewers is to sort through all this and somehow find the truth. Is what happens in private, perhaps, more "real" somehow? (And what does that say about Buffy in S6?)

 
Back In Blank
Buffy is, as usual, hard to figure out. Having spared Spike at the end of last episode for what could be interpreted as strictly tactical reasons ("there's something evil working us, and if we are ever gonna have a chance to fight it, we need to learn everything we can about it"), she begins this week with overtures that are gentle, even solicitous. "Can I do something?" she asks, worried, at her ex's first distressed signs of "withdrawal" (from having been back on a diet of human blood - say hello again to that addiction metaphor). Her concern appears to be genuine - at one point, Willow asks Buffy how she's doing and gets an update on Spike's condition instead.

But the info-gathering interview in her bedroom doesn't give us much to work with on the emotional front. When the topic turns to how Spike got his soul back, Buffy's demeanor turns chilly. He tells her that he "went to seek a legend out," submitted to "trials, torture, pain, and suffering." And as in "Beneath You," he doesn't bother to conceal the fact that he did all this for her. "I saw a man about a girl," he shrugs, as if it were a joke. This is not information she really wants to hear.

Buffy's closed-down reaction to this angsty material is hardly new (Sarah Michelle Gellar's unhelpfully blank Season 6 face is back again, offering few clues to the viewer as to how to interpret her supposed feelings), but Spike's semi-confrontational attitude is. Having "slaughtered half of Sunnydale," he's no longer "worried about being polite" to Buffy. In fact, he's actually bitter. He tells her that falling in love with her has caused him to "redefine the words 'pain and suffering.'" "You hated yourself, and you took it out on me," he realizes.

In "Sleeper," we got our first real images of what a non-insane, souled Spike might be like, given time - a generally okay guy with what appears to be an honest conscience, if a bit of an ego, and enough of a sense of self-worth to defend himself against Buffy's accusations. But now, having found out that he's still a killer despite his best efforts to change, that self-worth has all but vanished. "Feeling sorry for yourself?" Buffy snipes at one point. "Just feeling honest with myself," he answers dully. Gaining the soul has become just another failure, an attempt at proving himself that now seems pretty pointless.

This all sounds kinda profound when written down, but to be honest, interpreting any of this is a challenging exercise for the viewer. What we see onscreen is very tough to relate to - the script has the terse quality of a debriefing, possibly for the benefit of occasional viewers, and both performers go for an equally lifeless tone, leaving the audience adrift, with no emotional anchor to hook into. (Seeing James Marsters play Spike as completely unreadable can perhaps best be described as unsettling - more disturbing, in an odd way, than any emotional extreme.) What's more, watching these two interact with such a complete lack of passion brings such a severe wave of longing for the old Buffy-and-Spike banter that it almost feels like a physical cramp. Will this agony never end?

 
Just Another Day At The Blood Shop
Meanwhile, out on the town in Sunnydale, Andrew, the last surviving member of the nerd troika, is still getting visitations from his dead buddies. Warren is keen to have him kill a pig to open the seal he and Jonathan excavated in the high school basement... the one that Jonathan died on top of. Despite an ego-boosting new wardrobe (a leather duster that's a dead ringer for Spike's), Andrew is jittery - even bolstered by Jonathan's ghostly apparition appearing to explain that being dead feels "great" (and that he'd been too anemic to provide enough blood for the ritual - thanks, expository ghost!), and Warren's running pep talk ("You're Andrew. You're a killer. Nothing can stop you!"), the last nerd standing can't bring himself to slaughter a Babe-like piglet. He resorts to buying blood at the butcher shop, where, unfortunately for him, he crosses paths with Willow, who chances to be there on a similar errand.

The ensuing confrontation outside in the alley is a bluffer's paradise: Andrew first professes to be good and misunderstood. Called on it ("why do you need lots and lots of blood?"), he switches tune: "I am bad. I'm bad. I'm evil. But I'm protected by powerful forces. Forces you can't even begin to imagine, little girl..." He rambles on some more in this vein until Willow jumps in with some full-scale intimidation of her own, played only slightly as parody (or are her threats real?): "Don't interrupt me, insignificant man. I am Willow. I am death. If you dare defy me, I will call down my fury, exact fresh vengeance, and make your worst fears come true." Having seen DarkWillow in action, Andrew decides to fold his cards. He backs down.

 
A Brief Debriefing
Hauled back to the Summers house by the scruff of his neck, Andrew receives the same treatment as Spike - he's promptly tied to a chair in Dawn's room next door for a mirror-image interrogation, this one handled by Xander and Anya in a classic good cop/bad cop double-team formation.

And "bad cop" Anya continues the bluffing theme - she gleefully showcases her acting skills by playing on the now-defunct idea that she likes to cause pain, and gives him a couple of good slaps to prove it (although she does seem to enjoy those); "good cop" Xander offers false empathy to Andrew in place of his true emotion, irritation (well-earned by Andrew: about Anya, he blithely offers, "Once I saw her having sex with Spike" - Xander gets bonus patience points for not overtly reacting). Xander's sympathetic guise also contains a thinly disguised tale of his own lonely depression, couched as a (fairly unconvincing) scary story of Anya's vengeance. Outmatched by the other players, if merely on strength of material, Andrew doesn't take long to cave.

This is the moment, however, when the main plot point from "Sleeper," Spike's hypnotic trigger, chooses to make its reappearance. During Buffy's brief absence to check on the new prisoner next door, Spike is once again visited by the shapeshifting Big Evil wearing his own mirror image and singing the catalyst song. The real article's response is dramatic: he snaps the ropes holding him, knocks Buffy across the room, and smashes directly through the wall between Buffy's room and Dawn's to sink his fangs into the hapless Andrew. Only by kicking Spike unconscious is Buffy able to stop Andrew from being silenced permanently.

 
Death Wish XIII
A conference between the shaken Scoobies ensues. The trigger theory is put forth. The scene then shifts to the basement, where Spike is now chained to the wall. Once again, Buffy is puzzlingly gentle to her ex-lover, cleaning the blood from his face, then calmly and rationally explaining the situation to him when he wakes. His reaction to this, given her apparent committment to helping him ("We can keep you locked up," she suggests), comes as a shock. Hauling himself up on his chains, he cuts her explanation off with, "kill me."

Startled, Buffy automatically refuses. In response, Spike employs exactly the same tactics we just saw displayed by Willow and Anya - he puffs himself up, puts on a cold, ruthless tone, and paints a vicious portrait of himself as an unrepentant killer, divulging just enough nauseating detail about his vampiric career to give both Buffy and the TV audience chills. He knows the exact amount of blood loss that will keep a victim weak, but not unconscious, for unspecified fun and games. "'Cause it's not worth it if they don't cry," he explains, voice trembling. To make sure she understands this horrifying word picture, he blusters to Buffy that she "got off easy." "This is me," he insists. "You have to kill me before I get out."

I could go into the significance of Spike's multilayered reactions here, and speculate how much of his vampire history lesson consists of bluffs, but it's not really all that necessary. His reasons for demanding a death sentence from Buffy are pretty much the same as in "Sleeper" - a mixture of guilt and terror at the idea of causing even more harm. The only new wrinkle is the note of real disgust in his voice when he accuses Buffy of being unable to kill him, "despite everything I've done to you, to your friends," because "you like men who hurt you... You need the hate we give you to do your job."

It's a harsh read on Buffy's motives, yes... but is it true? The Slayer's own confession that her relationship with Spike was about wanting to be "punished" would surely seem to support this idea. In fact, it's about the only hypothesis available at this point, especially once the most obvious other option has been eliminated. "It's not love. We both know that," Spike practically spits. Buffy's subsequent attempt to "rationalize" her reprieve ("you fought by my side, you've saved lives, you've helped...") is angrily brushed off. No trite, morally acceptable excuse is going to do the job this time. Soulful Spike has already done the brutal math. To protect others, he obviously has to die.

 
Give Me A Breakthrough!
The Slayer's reaction to this ultimatum is all over the map: first, heated scorn - "You don't know me. You don't even know yourself!" - then, stunningly, she comes through with a show of faith. She tells him: "You're not alive because of hate. You're alive because I saw you change. You saw the monster in you and you fought back. You sacrificed everything to be a better man. And you can be. You are." She ends with the simple, elegant statement, "I believe in you, Spike."

Just like the climactic scene in "Sleeper," this scene pushes both characters forward simultaneously. Spike is, for the second (or is it the third? or fourth?) time now, shown to be willing to die for his crimes. Buffy, for the second (or third?) time, is shown refusing to pass judgment on Spike, even though he's repeatedly proved her worst suspicions right. In S6, she'd consistently mocked the idea that a soulless vampire could change, despite the fact that Spike had by that point racked up a number of canon-defying selfless acts (e.g., withstanding Glory's torture in "Intervention," helping the gang fight vampires and protect Dawn during the summer Buffy was dead, etc.). Her change of heart now, for whatever reason - the soul, or because his continual masochistic cry for punishment strikes a chord with her - gives Spike something he's never had before. The knowledge that someone - and more amazingly, Buffy, the most important person in his life - actually believes in him.

It's a well-timed confession, as it turns out. Buffy's heartening revelation is immediately followed by the window-smashing entrance of ominous hooded figures wielding knives. Buffy races upstairs to help the Scoobies defend the house in a fight that leaves the Summers living room littered with corpses, after which she finally recognizes the robed figures' horribly scarred eyes, and identifies the goons as Harbingers, priests of The First Evil, the villain of Season 3's "Amends." (Yes! We called it way back in "Lessons"!) Finally, the gang knows what they're up against.

 
Who Let The Vamps Out?
Well, sort of. Belatedly, Buffy thinks to check the basement, only to discover empty chains. The attack was merely a diversion. What the Harbingers really wanted was Spike, and we find out why in a Grand Guignol scene of sadistic torture back at the mysterious seal under the high school. Dazed and shirtless, a captive Spike is lashed to a wheel-like structure (the medieval agony-prolonging device called a Catherine's Wheel, unless I miss my guess), and his bare chest is carved with strange symbols by Bringers using an assortment of exotic knives. All this while his own mirror-image gloats at him: "Oh, don't look at me that way... You're the one who couldn't hold his end of the bargain... You're the one who had to make breakthroughs and learn something about himself." Then The First Evil morphs into Buffy, who continues to oversee the torture in a sort of disturbing state of sexual arousal. "I was going to bleed Andrew, but you look a lot better with your shirt off," she pants. Okay, uh, ew.

So here's the run of images we're left with: a helpless Spike, ratcheted up to the ceiling on the torture wheel, bleeding onto the seal, the seal opening and releasing a particularly nastly, bestial, fanged monster specimen who roars up at us for all he's worth. "Wanna see what a real vampire looks like?" The First Evil gloats to its captive. So this, apparently, is it - the monster underneath all evil, bloodsucking things. How ironic is it that Spike, a vampire himself, was used to raise it, in place of a human, and I wonder if this means we'll get a vampire origin story now, and explain the whole dual nature of vampires, their missing souls, blah, blah, blah. Hmm...

INVICTUS

The verse quoted by Quentin Travers in his we-are-at-war speech ("we are still the captains of our souls") is from "Invictus," a poem by the British poet William Ernest Henley (1849-1903). Coincidentally, this also happens to be the first piece of poetry outside of the Ogden Nash schoolyard standards about octopuses and spiders that I was ever able to remember, mostly because I had to memorize it for an English class (if I remember correctly, I chose it myself because I liked the force of it, and what it had to say about destiny - namely, that your destiny is up to you). It's stunningly appropriate here, in more than just the wartime context. The full text reads thus:

OUT of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

 
A Few Loose Ends
Wups, not done quite yet. Here's a fairly major plot point I forgot to mention: back in England, we see a meeting of the Watcher's Council, headed up by the last-seen-in-"Checkpoint" Quentin Travers. The Council has figured out who they're up against too, and are ready to go to war. Only they don't get that chance - seconds after Travers' stirring motivational speech to the troops, Council HQ is shown going up in a fireball, the target of a bombing attack. So much for the prospect of help from abroad. The Scoobies are on their own.

So the season's Big Bad has at last been revealed, and it's a villain that carries a number of key questions along with it. If The First Evil's agenda is similar to the one it had in Season 3's "Amends," then its plan is actually to attack Buffy, and Spike is simply its convenient tool to do so. Angel had been its target in "Amends" - The First tormenting the souled vampire with his century-plus of evil deeds until he was driven to attempt suicide. With Spike - yet another souled vampire - it's taken almost exactly the same approach, driving him insane him with voices and apparitions, feeding his already intense guilt. Which begs the question of whether The First simply has a particular thing for vampires with souls, or if Spike's decision to gain a soul might have actually provoked The First Evil, unseen since S3, to reappear?

It begs another question too - why would it consider an attack on Spike to be an effective way to get to Buffy? If we can take Buffy's "I believe in you, Spike" statement at face value, then we can now assume that she does feel something for him - if only concern or a sense of responsibility. But even that issue is fairly irrelevant if her reaction boils down to the same thing she experienced with Angel - a sense of panic over being unable to affect what's happening no matter what she herself feels. Having Spike be taken prisoner right under her nose only accentuates this loss of control. But to retake command of the situation, Buffy will be forced to do something she's always avoided until, possibly, this episode - actually make up her mind about how much Spike does or doesn't mean to her. Does she care enough to want to rescue him, no matter what her friends may think?

 
Can't Live With 'Em...
Which brings us to my last thought, about the episode's title, "Never Leave Me." It's hard not to notice that Buffy's "I believe in you" comes at a very opportune moment - one that bears a striking similarity to the point in "Amends" where Angel very seriously intended to kill himself out of guilt and the conviction that he wasn't "worth saving." Is "Never Leave Me" retroactively confirming Buffy's repeatedly stated wish over the years that she wants him gone to have been nothing but a bluff, as per the rest of the episode's theme? "I want you off this planet!" she'd huffed in "Wrecked," as she did in so many words multiple other times - a dictum she never attempted to enforce. Buffy has repeatedly refused to kill Spike, even when she had what could be considered justifiable reasons ("Smashed," "As You Were," "Seeing Red," "Sleeper," "Out of My Mind," pretty much all of Season 2, etc.). She's actually prevented him from walking away from her on more than one occasion ("Once More, With Feeling," "Tabula Rasa"). Further, that he's chained up at the time she delivers her vote of confidence draws a rather weird parallel to Spike chaining her up in "Crush" - this time, she's the one trying to convince him that her motives aren't suspect, trying to get him to acknowledge the crumb she's just offered. And again, how hard is it not to notice that The First Evil's main objective seems to be to keep these two apart?

And what if the whole world relied on that?

 
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